Living It

After the dawn of the internet age, I realized that I was not alone in my desires. There was a whole world out there that I was unaware of. My father had hooked the family into to the World Wide Web of information; he knew not what he did, LOL. I found a few kink friendly community-style websites, one of which was alt.com, along with a few other “message board” style sites for posting and replying to comments and discussions. Graphics and photographs were not present at the time, I guess because the connections were so slow at the time.

I created a profile and started chatting with people. It didn’t take long before I realized it was more realistic for me to chat and get to know people that were local to me rather than unreachable in other states and parts of the country. I wanted to make this a reality for myself and stop just dreaming about it. Through careful thought and process I corresponded with and followed through to meet a Dominant male. He was younger than I by only a few years. He had more experience than I did, years of it I think. He was a pro-Dom as well, but saw me on a personal level. We became fast friends as we were very much alike. Actually we were exactly alike. I just did not feel any romantic inkling towards him. He wanted more from what we had, he wanted to own me while I wanted safe and sane experiences and that was all. That is exactly what he gave me and we are still friends to this day.