But Why?

How did I get this way? Why am I submissive? Why am I such a good submissive?

I am a 34 year old submissive girl, okay I am a 34 year old submissive woman living alone in New Jersey. Well, technically I am not alone; I do have Mr. Wiggy my pet guinea pig. Although I have been known to say he is kinky, he really doesn’t hold a conversation very well and doesn’t make for good bedfellows.


This submissive thing surfaced many years ago, before I hit puberty. I knew I was sort of different from the other kids. I felt I was different but I wasn’t sure exactly how at that time. I spent a lot of relaxing days lying on my tummy with a sketch book and a pencil sketching out floor plans for a dungeon. A fully-equipped dungeon, complete with whips, paddles, restraints and furniture that was made for the specific purpose of torture; sexual torture.